Long Time Coming
Its been a long time since i visited. more then a year to be precise. so much has happened, and so much has changed. maybe i would have posted more if blogger didnt shut down on me some one year ago.
anyway, its good to be back.. i wonder how long i'll stay this time.
been working for more then a year. The Lord has graciously blessed. Everyday i see His work in mine. and im thankful for all the blessings, wisdom and grace He has showered upon me. i forget sometimes, and i grumble and complain, but the faithful Him has never let me go.
Jesus take the wheel by carrier underwood. i love this song. mum mentioned it yesterday, that she thought of me, and wanted to tell me that when she heard the song. and it hit me, albeit, a little slow, that shes right. this song whenever i sing it, somehow it comes from the heart. Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands, for i cant do this on my own. I'm letting go, give me one more chance.
im learning everyday, to lean on Him and to tak as from a Father's hand.
im heading back to australia after one year next week, and i really cant wait. to see all the places ive missed so much, and to see if australia is really a place i could live in for the long haul. it'll be so good to go back. to see the people ive missed so much. i pray for it to be a blessed trip.
on to some random thoughts, which make no sense at all, which doesnt warrant being in a post, but im going to do so anyway :)
- i have to work tomorrow, and im thinking if i should da bao the new mas donalds fish meal to the office.
- i think im going to try to clear all the work smses from my phone today, cause i got the new nokia 6300 from the office yesterday, YAY! and ive yet to transfer as my ole phone has heaps of impt messages.
- i miss d..a lot, his hair looks pretty nice from what i saw in the webcam yesterday :)
- im going to trot to work with my new bag tomorrow, just cause its so cute :)
- one more week til OZ!
- must buy daily contact lenses
- His grace is sufficient for me.
:) till the next post...
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Partings are such sweet sorrow
Today, i bade my dd goodbye for the next few months albeit a little tearfully at the airport. He's heading over to perth for his 1.5-2 year degree course.
my heart ached since thursday, with his impending departure. However, i know he's in safe hands, for He who trusts in the Lord, will never be moved.
Different memories, thoughts and experiences flashed through my mind this morning. i remember our saturday dates we have all so faithfully every weekend, our walks home, his sweet kisses on my forehead bidding me goodbye whenever we part, the sweet way he cares for me when im sick, our teasing punches at each other, the javachip frap we always share, his sheepish smile whenever we meet, his protective arm around my shoulders, to the little stubble on his chin.
i wonder how im going to get accustomed to not hving him around for the next few months. for its been nearly 7 years, and we have grown very much accustomed to having each other around. However, i do know that whenever i need him, he will always be around, even though he's right next door, over at the continent around the corner.
so between now and then, till i see u again, i'll be loving you d... love me..
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for my reference, a few things bought over the last month =) its been a long time since i updated, and i must do a mini log of wat ive been up too realli soon, the Lord has really been very gracious towards me. =) till then, my little webspace is forming mini cobwebs.
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Woe is Me
Disclaimer: bimbotic post coming up
I think i am suffering from shopping withdrawal syndrome. Since coming back from Sri Lanka. i haven't purchased anything. And to date, the urge to go roam the streets on the quest has sadly eluded me. I see posts of girls shopping and their purchases, and i make mental notes to buy this and that, but never go about doing so. i keep meaning to head to bugis village to see whats the hype about there, but never get around doing so! whats up i say? =)
maybe its the overflowing wardrobe that is turning me off shopping. each time something ironed needs to be hung, i have to wrestle with the darn hangers and clothes inside my closet to get them in. and soon after, due to the immense amt of clothes, they get crushed anyway! so whats the whole point of ironing?!
anyhoo, this lazy arse habit of sitting around simply must end. i must i must go do some shopping =)
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Random Ramblings
It has been an interesting 2 months. Tons have happened. My reflection of the past few months surfaced when i stared into the cool dark night, up at the stars as i so often do, when i remember to admire the beauty of the Lord's creations.
D and me worked things out, and the future seems promising at this juncture, although we cant say how our future will pan out exactly.
In the meantime, its time together, the company, laughs, smiles and little gestures that makes everything all worthwile, not forgetting the firm hold onto the hand of God, who has never let me fall.
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Jet Plane Facination
Disclaimer: Bimbotic post coming up
Been back for about two weeks and im still unpacking! This goes to show how lousy i am at packing and unpacking. And best of all, im headed to Srilanka for 10 days on Sunday, and ive yet to pack a single thing for the trip! =)
While unpacking, ive realised that leaving the bulk of my shoes to come back in January was a BAD idea. i only have a selective few pairs here, and rotating between them is killing me. I want to go shoe shopping! i have already bought a pair of heels, couldn't resist. and one of these days i want to head to VNC to see if they have another pretty pair of shoes. =) However, im so sure when my shoes come back this december, my mum is gonna flip! i think i have nearly 20 pairs there. Hence, now i have to buy another shoe cabinet to accomodate my shoes. this is hilarious.
Anyhoo, haven't been shopping a lot since i got back. for my reference, ive bought 1 pair of heels, 1 red cropped cardi, 1 green pleated skirt, a gorgeous chiffon halter tube dress =), and my biggest splurge - a mango cropped khaki floral jacket. =) i think to date, thats about it.
Anyhoo, i really should get a move on, and pick things up! =) in the meantime, ive been a disciplined girl, going jogging everynight and i think my body is finally showing signs of slowly picking itself up, from self-destruction mode. Building up my lung capacity. =) Of course, it wouldnt hurt, if i lost a few pounds in the process! =)
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Handwriting Analysis
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Interesting i must say.
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Just a Girl
As I walk on
I am slowly picking up the broken pieces of my heart
The questions remains
Will I find them all
I smile and trudge on
Reminding myself of the person I am
All in the quest
Of piecing it all together again
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